This sub is naturally acquiescent, docile, compliant and subservient. A completely submissive (to the core) female with an increasingly urgent slaves desire to become the permanently owned property of her Master. This sub is a mental, emotional and sexual masochist, without ego, attitude or other issues to block expressing my natural passiveness, humility and obedience. Seeking to surrender any identity except that of submissive/slave. This sub has a deeply submissive need to feel used, objectified, truly owned & completely controlled. Seeking a sadistically controlling Dominant Master/Owner.
Activities/experiences thus far include:
Verbal humiliation and abuse
Physical/sexual humiliation
Role-play: Daddy's little girl, schoolgirl, pig slave, trashy slut
Hard hand spanking/OTK
Moderate CP with paddles, floggers, crop, cane, hairbrush (though with a good warm-up I can take a reasonably heavy level)
Blindfolds
Gags
Breast bondage, nipple torture
Body harness bondage, leg restraints
Caging
Body worship
Collar and lead
Objectification
Behavioral control, including toilet use restrictions, eye contact restrictions, speech restrictions
Hair pulling
Genital clamps and weights
Full nudity/clothing control
Personal services
bathing, full body massage, valet, maid
Face slapping
Genital discipline/punishment
Suspension
Rimming
Serving others
Wax play
Pet training
eating from doggie dish, crawling on all 4s, begging, fetching
Sensory depravation
Forced bisexual play
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My Ideal Person:
I am looking for a naturally Dominant Master, who is in control of Himself and His environment, to fully own me as His rightful (collared) slave. I am looking for a Master whose core belief is that women are meant to serve, submit, obey and follow His lead in all things. I am looking for a Master who believes His slave should naturally and enthusiastically anticipate and cater to her Masters every whim without thought of praise or reward for doing what is her natural duty. I am looking for a Master who expects complete 100% devotion from His slave to all His desires and expectations. He fully expects His slave to make his existence the focus of her life and will settle for nothing less. I need to feel actually owned and controlled and emotionally overpowered by a Master who enjoys controlling His slave and is not doing it simply to fulfill her desire. I need to know that when we have kinky sex, or rough punishment sex that He is truly sadistic and gets sexual gratification from doing what He does to me. It would crush me if I thought He was doing it just to "get me off." I will be obedient to Him, and I need to know that He's in charge and making all the major decisions (not because I can't --but because if I were to make them, I would feel like the one in control of the relationship, a feeling that I hate). I need to know that I cannot bully Him, push Him or manipulate Him or talk Him into doing whatever I want, or into being some sort of ideal Robo-Dom. Age doesn't matter, but would prefer my age or older. Specific appearence/body type, race, location, financial status, religion, politics are all unimportant. Relocation to You is possible for 24/7 relationship if/when desired by both parties. Not looking for short term or occasion play partners.
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