The most important thing of all…. if you can capture it…or give me reasons to give it up….its my submission. i love to have my limits pushed and i love bondage, serving, and pleasing. i am disease, drug, drama free and happy (and I plan to stay that way; hopefully you are not a liar, abuser, or poser-you may fool me for a time, but not long). i crave to be a slut for one man...and for that one who holds the other end of the red string of my destiny i am willing to do anything within reason. Yes, I am also a romantic.
i love the feel of a spanking, paddlings, flogging, caning; i ALSO love to be "forced" to cry so that in the end he shows me that he will "protect" me in his aftercare and beyond. i love the idea of getting wet every time I move a certain way, my clothing brush against welts, and the heady warmth that rushes over my skin when i sit on my tender ass because it reminds me that i'm someone’s submissive angel. i imagine the raw shudders of need that i bring to him one of the instruments of my punishment, carried in my mouth. between the salty briny taste of Papi's leather belt, his graveled whispered orders, waiting for the unknown because i cant read his expression to determine his mood, all this and more have been the fantasies that send shivers down my spine and make me tremble with need. i want to see the euphoria in his eyes as I hum around his cock.
i don’t have much experience beyond lifelong fantasies, and a couple of sessions with a friend who was more of a sub himself.... but i know who and what i am; i know my worth. i think i am attractive and intelligent, and i only display my submissive nature to my man, privately. i must trust you. You are wasting your time to expect that of me just ‘cause u order it or say that i can trust you.
A fav fantasy of mine is feeling my ass sting as my Papi brings me to an orgasm driving his cock into me anally and holding his hand over my pussy to keep the vibrator from slipping out. (Yes i'm all for age play/ daddy-dom without the infantism). i'm told that anal orgasms are really a thing, so i'm intrigued by the idea that someone trustworthy, who will protect me, and keep me feeling tightly secured (emotionally, via bondage or all the above..lol) will be driving his cock into my ass for his pleasure and mine.
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La mia persona ideale:
Ultimately seeking a kinky person to be my long-term partner, lover and best friend in the vanilla and the spice in our relationship. Looking for honesty, respect, a sense of humor, imagination, and trust. I want someone who will enjoy rough sex with me, and leave me feeling adored and cherished for my submissive ways. I have opinions and you shouldn’t be offended and going off the deep end if I express them respectfully. I want “mi media narangha” my other half.
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