I realized that I'm more of a watcher than I am a player... that means that I love to watch the dynamic of 2 people completely engaged in each other where they don't even realize anyone else is around... hypnotized by the repetitive smack of a hand against her ass as her body slightly stiffens with each one received... the music that sings between a Dom and his tool as He demonstrates his craft on the back of his sub and her reaction to its delivery... the loving gaze that a Dom bestows upon his sub as He anchors the last rope and admires her body in suspension... The tender caresses that He gives to his sub in aftercare... Those are the things that make my heart beat faster.
That being said, and excuse if I sound like a bitch, but please don't ask me if I want to see dick shots... or watch you in your tidy whiteys rubbing it out at your computer desk. I understand there are plenty of others that love that, and by no means am I passing any judgement against them, but it's just not gonna do it for me.
And as for what I want... Just because I have a kink, ultimately I'm still a girl... I want to be romanced... I want to be swooned... I want to feel safe and cared for... I want all of it, including a friendship with the possibility of a long term relationship. Bed hopping just isn't my thing.
As for my kink, there is plenty I would like to explore. Not sure I necessarily want to be a sub, but if the right person(s) comes along, I would consider exploring submission. But they'd have to be REALLY worth the knee bend...
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我的理想對象:
My ideal person would be patient and kind, yet bring out my hidden pleasures... I've also realized that while love may not be my final destination at this time, a present partner is a must.
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