Being a top is mystical. Every time the experience teaches me something new about myself. The self discipline combined with the illusion of control over another is intoxicating. Every sense becomes sharper, every moment lingers in the air like a crystalline charge. The communication between myself and my sub is so rich; beyond words, really, truly expressed only in the slowly changing form of our timeless dance. Even now, years later, I can till smell the sweat on the back of my first sub's neck, taste her skin on my tongue, feel the tension in her muscles. Part of me will always be in that moment.
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