THE FUCKING CURSE
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Posted:Oct 3, 2020 8:02 pm
Last Updated:Nov 8, 2022 11:11 pm 1729 Views
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Darkness descends with false euphoria gusta tanto ponder un monumento memoria What was once vanilla and easy to obtain Has now become Dirty and so fucking hard to explain cursed ,wanting to be taken by force not desire But One can be taken when the enforcer you require Picked out your heels skirt and bra with underwire Now The curse with submission must be in female attire Admission of guilt will make your sins worse Submission complete now begin the curse Unique your not or even special So many like you there’s even porns that’s influential Your a man so masculine and you will always stink Hiding in shame for you want to be pink So now it’s out there, and so pointless to stop Because your one of a thousand bottoms looking for one Top Total Bottoms n sissy’s everywhere you look Now feeling really stupid for all the ass pics you took Curious at first then euphoric the search So filthy it seemed better to avoid the church So common today it’s almost implied But Sometimes I wish Bruce Jenner had died Of course your not gay if he’s a woman inside I looked up sissy boy and just about died, cried And now my butthole hurts inside I look at the page and only bottoms I see Begging some fucking douchebag to please attention That Top over there who’s smoke you just blew he’s Actually a bottom just more clever than “You” Are too fat you are too thin is that grey in your hair.? Your too old your too young you better be smooth Or I swear Your way to hairy with no mounds just almond joy Cuz you know Everyone prefers the skin of a young hairless boy Such an asshole the Dom so full of self admiration Trying to revive his high school bully manipulation The sexy photo you sent,never seen in his reply The asshole never looked, why? Because from a single post he got thousands to reply Why treat you nice when there’s an endless supply So I’m just another sissy bottom alone without a host So this swan song will stay as my last sissy post.
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IT GETS EASIER
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Posted:Jun 23, 2017 4:11 pm
Last Updated:Aug 4, 2023 1:11 am 3564 Views
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SO... IVE BEEN A STANDARD MEMBER AND PAID MEMBER OVER MORE YEARS THAN ID LIKE TO ADMIT, FROM THE DIAL UP DAYS WHEN I WAS A AND GETTING TO SEE PICTURES OF SOME OF THE HOTEST KINKIEST DOMS FEMS AND TRANNIES THAT GOT MY DICK ROCK HARD WHICH FOLLOWED ME THROUGH MOST OF MY LIFE. I WAS LUCKY ENOUGH TO HAVE FOUND ALT EARLY IN LIFE AS MY SEXUAL TASTES WERE STARTING TO MAKE A FEEL A LITTLE GUILTY, LIKE JERKING OFF UNDER A BLANKET SO GOD COULDNT SEE ME. THE GUILT AND SHAME I FELT WITH THE CATHOLIC UPBRINGING AND NO IDEA WHY I WAS HAVING THE ERDGE TO STICK MY COCK IN A TRANNY WAS EXTREMELY CONFUSING, I MEAN SHIT, THEY WERE HOTTER LOOKING THAN MOST WOMAN ID BEEN WITH AND IN EVERY OTHER WAY VERY FEMININE, BUT THE FACT THAT THEY HAD A COCK JUST GOT ME SO HOT AND CONFUSED AT THE SAME TIME THAT I SPENT MANY MONTHS THINKING I WAS A REALLY FUCKED UP PERSON.. TOOK A FEW YEARS TO RELAX AND BE OK WITH MYSELF AND THOSE YEARS WERE SPENT FUCKING OFF ON ALT.COM. YEAH AT FIRST I WAS THE TYPICAL GUY SENDING FLIRTS AND TRYING TO GET LAID ON HERE THINKING THIS SHOULD BE EASY BUT SO MANY DUMB ASS GUYS BEFORE ME HAD ALREADY PAVED THE WAY FOR WHAT NOT TO SAY TO WOMEN ONLINE THAT IF YOU ACTUALLY THINK YOUR GOING TO GET A PIECE OF ASS ON HERE RIGHT OUT THE GATE YOUR SURLEY GOING TO HAVE YOUR EGO POUNDED BY SOME OF THE HOTEST WOMEN ONLINE, SHIT THE WOMEN ON HERE CAN SMELL YOUR DUMB ASS COMING TEN MINUTES BEFORE YOU EVEN LOGGED ON. SO AFTER A COUPLE ROUGH MONTHS I PICKED MY SLIGHTLY BRUSED EGO OFF THE FLOOR AND SPENT MANY NIGHTS ACTUALLY READING PROFILES AND HOLY FUCK WATCHING MEMBER VIDEOS, SHIT A COUPLE WEEKS JERKING OFF TO SOME OF THE BEST HOMEADE FILTH AND HARDCORE VIDEOS THAT I HAD NEVER SEEN BEFORE MAKES A GUY THINK " HEY, MAYBE IM NOT SO FUCKED UP AFTER ALL, I MEAN IM INTO SOME PRETTY KINKY SHIT NOW BUT NOTHING COMPARED TO THE AWESOME FILTH IN THE MEMBER VIDEOS., I MEAN DAMN SOME OF THE THINGS PEOPLE ARE INTO WILL JUST MAKE YOUR HAIR STAND ON END BUT THATS OK, I MAY NOT BE INTO IT BUT ILL SURE AS FUCK WATCH IT, BIG UPS TO THE PEOPLE WHO POST NASTY ASS VIDEOS ON HERE, I LOVE IT AND WILL CONTINUE TO SUPPORT YOU AND NEVER MAKE A MOTHERFUCKER FEEL GUILTY ABOUT WHAT GETS YOUR ROCKS OFF, I MEAN I SAW A GUY ON HERE WITH HIS FACE BEHIND A TOILET SEAT FOR HIS PROFILE PIC AND AS IVE HAD TO EAT SHIT MANY TIMES IN MY LIFE TO TAKE CARE OF MYSELF AND LOVED ONES, NOT THAT KIND, NOT THAT KIND, BUT IF YOU LIKE SHIT, HEY ITS FINE NO JUDGMENT HERE. JUST MAKE SURE YOU BRUSH YOUR TEETH AFTER CUZ YOUR BREATH SMELLS LIKE YOU HAD A SHIT SANDWICH FOR LUNCH..LOL I WILL BE MAKING AND POSTING SOME ADULT ABUSE SOON, MY TASTE HAS GROWN MANY TIMES OVER AS I GET OLDER BUT ITS OK AS IT GETS EASIER AND A HAPPY SEX LIFE IS A HAPPY HUMAN...,,,m
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THE FUCKING CURSE
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Posted:Oct 3, 2020 10:21 pm
Last Updated:Jun 15, 2023 9:58 pm 1841 Views
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Darkness descends with false euphoria gusta tanto ponder un monumento memoria What was once vanilla and easy to obtain Has now become Dirty and so fucking hard to explain cursed ,wanting to be taken by force not desire But One cant be taken when the aggressor you require Picked your heels skirt and bra with underwire Now The curse with submission must be in female attire Admission of guilt will make your sins worse Submission complete now begin the curse Unique your not or even special So many like you there’s even porns that’s influential Your a man so masculine and you will always stink Hiding in shame for you want to be pink So now it’s there, and so pointless to stop Because your one of a thousand bottoms looking for one Top Total Bottoms n sissy’s everywhere you look Now feeling really for all the ass pics you took Curious first then euphoric the search So filthy it seemed better to avoid the church So common today it’s almost implied But Sometimes I wish Bruce Jenner had died Of course your not gay if he’s a woman inside I looked up sissy and just about died, cried And now my butthole hurts inside I the page and only bottoms I see Begging some fucking douchebag to please attention to That Top over there who’s smoke you just blew he’s Actually a bottom just more clever than “You” Are too fat you are too thin is that grey in your hair.? Your too your too you better be smooth Or I swear Your way to hairy with no mounds just almond joy Cuz you know Everyone prefers the skin of a hairless Such an asshole the Dom so full of self admiration Trying to revive his bully manipulation The sexy photo you sent never seen in his reply The asshole never looked, why? Because from a single post he got thousands to reply Why treat you nice when there’s an endless supply So I’m just another sissy bottom alone without a host So this swan song will stay as my last sissy post....
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ANYTHING STILL NOTHING
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Posted:Sep 30, 2017 1:53 am
Last Updated:Nov 2, 2022 4:16 am 1944 Views
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My heart is still breaking, but now in public my eyes show the aching. Another day goes by proving I can live without you , only kicking and screaming , please god, but I don't want too.!!
Because no matter where I am , I'm only faking Smiling on the outside while my heart is breaking Because no matter where I am, I'm only faking And every time I see you , My heart starts aching
Avoiding all the roads we used to travel on, wont pass by your house and check if the lights are on And For every ghost and memory you left behind I must close my eyes so not to remind Me, myself and the one I still adore Now walk away strangers and chose me to ignore
Because no matter where I am or what thinking I'm Set adrift and now the ships sinking Because no matter where I am or what I'm wishing It's the one thing my heart still knows ,is missing
So I lay awake at night, wishing that you missed me Something I could have said or done , before the day you left me. Over and over it just repeats in my head Why don't you want me and how pathetic for being said But if I don't get it out and at the least put to bed Then my broken heart died without a word being said So it's too late baby yeah it's to late Yes this songs about you so I'm sure you cant relate
Because no matter where I am or what thinking I'm Set adrift and now the ships sinking Because no matter where I am or what I'm wishing It's the one thing my heart still knows ,is missing
Because no matter where I am , I'm only faking Smiling on the outside while my heart is aching Because no matter where I am, don't be mistaking That every time I see you, My heart is breaking.
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ANYTHING
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Posted:Jul 17, 2017 11:20 am
Last Updated:Nov 3, 2022 8:59 pm 2944 Views
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Just one last time , I'll spill some tears Always self inflicted and days still feel like years All the social media still shows a smiling face Some interesting location and faking bullshit on my face. I have to let go of something, that let go of me a long time ago I thought just loosening my grip was enough, maybe because I was hoping what slipped through my fingers would reach out again Or maybe i just won't believe that the story had to end And even though it's the one thing I can't imagine living without It's fucking happening anyway , causing so much doubt that I'm forced to let go, let it go let it go, I fucking have to say goodbye even though, my hearts not telling me so so so fuck please just go away, but it's all just lies because I'd kill for you to say,................ Anything...... I can't ever remember a time whenI I wanted something so bad Sad that it consumes my life. ,Every moment of every day I'm thinking about it in some way. The want to lay down and cry , I'm just on the belief ,you won't say goodbye ,wondering if there was some words to say that would change your mind and want me to stay, pray pray for God ignores the words I say, so I lay, waiting as if time was on my side Convincing myself it's another dream that died, to myself and the one who knows how to fix me , but the lies I use are the reason she will Forget me. Please please please just make this go away, I would have burned a Thousand churches Just to hear her say,.... Anything.........
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