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MY personal P.T.S.D Anthem.......
Gepost op:3 oktober 2018 8:44 pm
Laatste update:11 augustus 2020 9:33 pm
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Find My Way Home
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You ask me where to begin
Am I so lost in my sin
You ask me where did I fall
I'll say I can't tell you when
But if my spirit is lost
How will I find what is near
Don;t question i'm not alone
Somehow I'll find my way home

My sun shall rise in the east
So shall my heart be at peace
And if you're asking me when
I'll say it starts at the end
You know your will to be free
Is matched with love secretly
And talk will alter your prayer
Somehow you'll find you are there.

Your friend is close by your side
And speaks in far ancient tongue
A seasons wish will come true
All seasons begin with you
One world we all come from
One world we melt into one

Just hold my hand and we're there
Somehow we're going somewhere

You ask me where to begin
Am I so lost in my sin
You ask me where did I fall
I'll say I can;t tell you when
But if my spirit is strong
I know it can;t be long
No questions I;m not alone
Somehow I'll find my way home

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Almost there now..just a few yards to go until i am *HOME*...Home in this context being the broken you...becoming the YOU that you were before trauma and real life horror finally came for you with a vengeance and showed you no mercy....and when you feel at your lowest ebb you either summon up every ounce of fight inside you to face it and take it;s unimaginable power away from you...or you wilt and die inside...because it is feels impossible to beat...but i tell so many veterans on a daily basis that it is SO beatable..i AM living proof of that..which gives them hope and faith in themselves once more...and that;s when THEIR summoning begins...and i feel so very proud of them for trusting me and taking my lead....but whether we have never met or not makes NO difference whatsoever...We are brothers and sisters in arms in our minds...and we must make sure that we go on to help others find THEIR way *HOME* too...because just like the most physically gruelling of obstacle courses we were all tested on as new Soldiers...There is no credit or recognition for the fastest and the fittest one in the group crossing the finishing line first...if that person is so remarkable..then their main role in that scenario was to get the unfittest and slowest ones to the finishing line...as the main task was to get the TEAM to the finishing post...even if it meant the fittest and fastest person there always then ultimately came in LAST..after getting everyone else to the end....and only THEN did they get that *Good job..THAT is what we wanted from you and what we needed to see you do* nod of approval from the task masters...it;s teaching and instilling in you the thing you need to have the most in the Military...Selflessness and always working and achieving as a Team...as there is no * i * in the word Team.

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Stupid 5.....
Gepost op:8 september 2018 6:52 pm
Laatste update:8 september 2018 6:56 pm
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“Virtue is under certain circumstances merely an honorable form of stupidity: who could be ill-disposed toward it on that account? And this of virtue has not been outlived even today. A of sturdy peasant simplicity, which, however, is possible in all classes and can be encountered only with respect and a smile, believes even today that everything is in good hands, namely in the "hands of God"; and when it maintains this proportion with the same modest certainty as it would that two and two make four, we others certainly refrain from contradicting. Why disturb THIS pure foolishness? Why darken it with our worries about man, people, goal, future? And even if we wanted to do it, we could not. They project their own honorable stupidity and goodness into the heart of things (the old God, deus myops, still lives among them!); we others — we read something else into the heart of things: our own enigmatic nature, our contradictions, our deeper, more painful, more mistrustful wisdom.”

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Trust and handing over control........
Gepost op:16 augustus 2018 4:37 pm
Laatste update:25 augustus 2018 4:50 pm
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Trust is built and maintained by many small actions over time.

Trust is not a matter of technique, tricks, or tools but of character.

We are trusted because of our way of being, not because of our polished exteriors or our expertly crafted communications.

Here are some quotes that may be useful to consider as you think about the role of trust in your life and leadership:

1. "It takes 20 to build a reputation and five minutes to ruin it." --Warren Buffett

2. "We need people in our lives with whom we can be as open as possible. To have real conversations with people may seem like such a simple, obvious suggestion, but it involves courage and risk." --Thomas Moore

3. "The glue that holds all relationships together--including the relationship between the leader and the led--is trust, and trust is based on integrity." --Brian Tracy

4. "Trust is like blood pressure. It's silent, vital to good health, and if abused it can be deadly." --Frank Sonnenberg, author of Follow Your Conscience

5. "Just trust yourself, then you will know how to live." --Johann Wolfgang von Goethe

6. "Better to trust the man who is frequently in error than the one who is never in doubt." --Eric Sevareid

7. "It takes two to do the trust tango--the one who risks (the trustor) and the one who is trustworthy (the trustee); each must their role. --Charles H. Green, The Trusted Advisor

8. "The leaders who work most effectively, it seems to me, never say 'I.' And that's not because they have trained themselves not to say 'I.' They don't think 'I.' They think 'we'; they think 'team.' They understand their job to be to make the team function. They accept responsibility and don't sidestep it, but 'we' gets the credit.... This is what creates trust, what enables you to get the task done." --Peter Drucker, author of Managing for the Future

9. "Trust is built when someone is vulnerable and not taken advantage of." --Bob Vanourek, author of Triple Crown Leadership

10. "The best way to find out if you can trust somebody is to trust them." --Ernest Hemingway

11. "If you don't have trust inside your company, then you can't transfer it to your customers." --Roger Staubach

12. "The people when rightly and fully trusted will return the trust." --Abraham Lincoln

13. "Trust is the lubrication that makes it possible for organizations to work." --Warren Bennis

14. "Trust, but verify." --Ronald Reagan

15."Trust each other again and again. When the trust level gets high enough, people transcend apparent limits, discovering new and awesome abilities of which they were previously unaware." --David Armistead

16."People follow leaders by choice. Without trust, at best you get compliance." --Jesse Lyn Stoner, author of Full Steam Ahead

17. "When people honor each other, there is a trust established that leads to synergy, interdependence, and deep respect. Both parties make decisions and choices based on what is right, what is best, what is valued most highly." --Blaine Lee

18. "When a gifted team dedicates itself to unselfish trust and combines instinct with boldness and effort, it is ready to climb." --Patanjali

19. "He who does not trust enough will not be trusted." --Lao Tzu

20. "Leadership requires five ingredients--brains, energy, determination, trust, and ethics. The key challenges today are in terms of the last two--trust and ethics." --Fred Hilmer

21. "You must trust and believe in people, or life becomes impossible." --Anton Chekhov

22. "Wise men put their trust in ideas and not in circumstances." --Ralph Waldo Emerson

23. "Few things help an individual more than to place responsibility upon him, and to let him know that you trust him." --Booker T. Washington

24. "It is mutual trust, even more than mutual interest, that holds human associations together." --H. L. Mencken

25. "When the trust account is high, communication is easy, instant, and effective." --Stephen R. Covey

26. "To be trusted is a greater compliment than to be loved." --George MacDonald

27. "When mistrust comes in, loves goes out." --Irish proverb

28."Trust is built with consistency." --Lincoln Chafee

29. "Learning to trust is one of life's most difficult tasks." --Isaac Watts

30. "Whoever is careless with the truth in small matters cannot be trusted with important matters." --Albert Einstein

The most precious thing in this world is trust. It can take to earn and only a matter of seconds to lose, so it's important to keep trust at the forefront of everything you do. It can make a big difference in your life and leadership.

Start today with a concerted effort to cultivate, earn, and build trust, and discover the difference it can make.

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School Playground.....
Gepost op:9 februari 2018 6:50 pm
Laatste update:26 juli 2018 7:21 am
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When does a grown man....a petulant egotistical grown man ever actually grow the fuck up....I come onto this site to enjoy chatting and sharing experiences with new people from all over the globe...with no drama or chaos...it's the perfect platform to communicate with people who's paths you would never cross if it weren't for the internet and ofcourse Alt itself....So WHY oh WHY does ONE brat have to ruin that wonderful scenario... a big man with an even bigger ego who seems to have chosen Twilight as his choice of image...Not sure what he thinks he is achieving by the strange Vampire *look* but hey..had he left me alone i wouldn't even be writing this post now...Something i have done..unbeknown to me...has ruffled his out of date ridiculous frilly shirt and long maxi black leather coat...otherwise WHY would he now..on two separate occasions have called me a *lil whore* on publicly seen posts....Could it be the Blogs i write...as his are merely song lyrics anyone can copy from Google but mine have some substance and depth to them .....Could it be that i look elegant and classy compared to his *just been pulled out of a dumpster but HEY i am still a big and vampire looking intimidating Dom* (Scary as fuck ....NOT!!! )....A little heads up big dude...I am a Domme...so have never been..and WILL never be any fuckers *lil whore* especially YOURS ....AND...aged only 24 i had 3 stripes on my Sgt's uniform and was in charge of and ruling as many as 50 male troops at a time...I am going to hazzard a guess that you weren't Domming so much as a box of twinkies at the same age...So i suggest you start playing nicely on here...because trust me when i say..whatever you think you can do...i can do it BIGGER and BETTER...so quit the totally unnecessary and unjust insults...because you are only making ONE of us look like an arsehole and it aint ME...and if you need any tips or assistance with your Dom methods...then feel free to ask me...as i am pretty confident that the only thing you were bashing aged 24 was your OWN DICK !!!

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Unnecessary ....
Gepost op:28 januari 2018 10:57 am
Laatste update:30 januari 2018 1:58 pm
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I don't believe in *titles* or *labels*...You are who you are...an individual...unlike any other...I do not feel the need to explain my *role* or *orientation*...It's WAY more fun allowing a person to read between the lines in your sentences and wait to see if they deliberate accurately...Most don't...which is a tad disappointing...but most of those have sent you grammatically incorrect incoherent messages so you almost expect nothing much from them ability wise....The Art of pure seduction in the form of words is as beautiful as intimacy itself...For me..the mind HAS to be seduced for anything else to follow...it's the act of foreplay for me...to quote from one of my favorite songs...*Catch me while i dive under for i want to swim in the pools of your eyes*...powerful and poignant don't you think...Is that a sub asking a Dom to watch over her as she puts her full trust in him...OR is it a Dom who is totally consumed by the inner and outer beauty of a sub....it could be EITHER right .......How magical and mysterious is that...which would be the exact TWO words i would say are a *must* when 2 individuals' lives collide...Was that the Universe's plan...or a complete coincidence...AGAIN it could be EITHER...I'm not sure i believe in fate...but i do believe that there is a *someone* for *everyone*...and if *HE* or *SHE* find what they truly desire..then it's to be embraced and protected like a precious and priceless commodity
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This is MY Domme style...
Gepost op:16 augustus 2020 12:08 pm
Laatste update:17 augustus 2020 1:04 pm
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You can either ROCK this Domme look...or just not bother and keep the style and look you already have...It's time for a 2020 Domme revamp...and THIS is it.....Effortless for me...it's my LOOK in general....as you can see in the actual photo of me following the DOMME LOOK for 2020 below.....Pretty sexy and bad ass or WHAT LAST pic is for my bestie gawjus girl here..the very beautiful and awesome Brandygirlasol







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Deepest Sympathy....
Gepost op:15 augustus 2020 9:29 pm
Laatste update:15 augustus 2020 9:31 pm
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President Trumps' brother has passed away.
R.I.P Robert Trump...I'm so glad you got see how awesome a man your brother Don is..and am sure that you are so so proud of his life achievements.
So so sorry for your loss Mr President.
God bless you & your family and God bless America xxx





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Broken my own cardinal rule....
Gepost op:11 augustus 2020 9:57 pm
Laatste update:13 augustus 2020 9:48 am
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So after having a total of 4 tattoos by the age of 40..i swore to myself that i was too old to have any further ones...I have self discipline in abundance...but had a moment of weakness and thought *Fu*k it* and had a beautiful new wrist tattoo...NO regrets...as i will deem it as me wearing a beautiful and unique permanent bracelet that i never ever take off lol !!

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R.I.P Beautiful Brave young Warrior..Justice for you IS coming hunni x
Gepost op:11 augustus 2020 9:29 pm
Laatste update:15 augustus 2020 12:45 pm
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I guess this is the Deepcut barracks but in Fort Hood in the U.S. Both beautiful vibrant female Soldiers who were sexually harrassed relentlessly and mercilessly by the Senior NCO's that were there to encourage them...Empower them...Mould them....CARE and PROTECT these girls whilst in their charge. ONE ended up shooting herself when everyone on the same base as her exposed the crimes committed against her and know that she was shot dead BY the men who made each waking ..in only Phase TWO of basic training..a living HELL !! Operation *closed ranks* was implemented and her heartbroken parents will NEVER have closure..NEVER get justice for their precious ...despite them and many more knowing the indisputable TRUTH.
This lady's parents ALSO know the truth..and the exact same scenario as above except THIS beautiful girls' demise..regardless of her never reporting the sexual harrassment to her Superiors (Probably because nothing would have changed and her life would have become WAY worse !!) ..but confided in friends and family...was a way more gruesome one than just being SHOT by her persecutors..She was beaten to death with a hammer inside the base Armory..Where blood spatter matching her DNA was in abundance despite the big attempt at a deep clean-up..then her persecutors proceeded to dismember and discard of her body in multiple locations..AFTER an attempt to burn her body parts so it was impossible for anyone to identify her facially..they had to test a strand of her frazzled hair.Fort Hood are ofcourse denying the sexual harrassment *claims* but have promised her inconsolable that it will be *invesigated with NO stone unturned* !! I should add that this vanished off the base and had been missing for weeks before the familys' grave concerns were finally HEARD and they used the Media to put that rocket up Fort Hoods' asses.!!
The base Armory was impeccably clean at all times and had a white carpet as flooring..yet a Soldier wasn't questioned when he all of a sudden had an industrial carpet cleaner in there for hours on end..Every barracks will have one..this monster left the base to one...ALL whilst he had this 's unrecognisable body after being beaten to death by a hammer..made sure to use the hammer to knock every tooth in her mouth so no dental records comparison would happen..laid in an ammo box inside the murder room..but NOONE asked questions ? NOONE had ANY idea ? NOONE even looked into the fact that she was missing whilst meant to be on active duty for TEN weeks ? It's time for a HUGE change in the Army...and if i have to become the advocate for this totally unacceptable *House of HORRORS* scenario which is happening WAY too often..then SO BE IT !! R.I.P Sweet Angel..Noone in Uniform and Noone in general can ever hurt and wrong you ever AGAIN..Justice WILL be sought for you and your heartbroken family are in my prayers. 😔🙏😔🇺🇸 x

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I hate DEMS and i'm not even American !!
Gepost op:11 augustus 2020 9:13 pm
Laatste update:15 augustus 2020 12:31 pm
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Oh almost forgot..HATE Oprah TOO !!!

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