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veronica4blacks 47F
20 posts
4/30/2018 12:17 pm
Me... AKA Fuckmeat


I'm not sure why i do this, but before i came to these guys, i used to write a diary.. something i obviously havent done since the first day of my new life...

But i'm thinking - i dont know when and if i get out of this.. want to get out of this... and i can obviously not write a diary here where i physically remains.. so maybe this is the place to put into words what happens .. has happened and will happen to me.

maybe one day i will get out of here.. and maybe i want to be able to look back at it to see how it was.. how it happened.

Bear over with me if any of the chapters seems abruptly ended.. it might be because i'm forced to stop due to being used, but in such case i will try to continue when they allow me online again.

Who am i? or who was i?
My name is obviously Veronica.. last name is no need to disclose here.
i'm 41 years old at the time i write this, and i'm a fuckmeat.

I used to be a happy housewife with a husband and , a safe home, albeit a repeatedly changing home as my husbands work brought us all over the world.
Until it all seems to stop here in Norway, this small country that almost nobody in my home country has heard about.. at least not many in my network. My former network!

I will reveal later what happened, but i need to say already now that all that has happened to me is my own fault.. there is not anyone else than myself to blame for it.
I dont need to be rescued, i dont deserve to be rescued, and there is nothing left out in the real life for me to flee to.. No family, no friends, no job, no relatives.. not close relatives anyway.
I get what i deserve here period!

Mr_C030 42M
34 posts
4/30/2018 12:22 pm

So that is a very curious start of something ‘new’!


VovimBaghie2030 55M  
261 posts
4/30/2018 12:26 pm

Why is it that Norwegian women are such disgusting, vile, despicable, repulsive, subhuman cunts?


veronica4blacks replies on 5/1/2018 4:55 am:
I dont know if you're right about norwegian women, but if you are, it can explain why they (the niggers) took it so much for granted that i would submit to them so easily...
But i'm born in USA, i'm a US citizen and was raised outside Washington DC....

iandvate 58M  
143 posts
4/30/2018 1:00 pm

Sounds like you found what you really wanted, can't wait for the next installment.


Dreamcatcher__ 87M
7019 posts
4/30/2018 1:17 pm

Your story and your predicament sound very intriguing, Veronica. I'm looking forward to reading more.


Raven_GB 63M
854 posts
4/30/2018 3:00 pm

Not sure what to make of this.


VovimBaghie2030 55M  
261 posts
5/1/2018 3:38 pm

Whatever, I have zero sympathy for evil subhuman scum like you.


jaykay48 75M
11442 posts
5/2/2018 6:11 am

The most important thing is, did you have fun? And could you look at yourself in the morning?

If the answer to those two questions are both yes, then continue with what you're doing. (and by all means, blog about it. (Details, please.)

If there's a 'no' in there, back up, take a break and reassess. We can all live without titillation at the expense of your well-being.


veronica4blacks replies on 5/2/2018 11:53 pm:
The "no"'s were there in the beginning.. both in my mind before it happened, and screamed out loud that first night or two...
And even now they are emerging weakly through a small hole in the "dignity-part" of my mind.. but i have to admit that they were quickly silenced by the feeling it woke inside me to be made to what i am now.. just by simply taking me, taking what they wanted from me.. they also took my mind.. filled it, made it so narrowminded and so focused on this that i more or less forgot everything else... I know i'm cheap, a terrible mother and wife('eks on both) and pathetic as a woman, but man am i having a blast being used like this!.. sorry, thats just the way it is..

jaykay48 75M
11442 posts
5/3/2018 6:07 am


veronica4blacks replies on 5/3/2018 2:53 am:
The "no"'s were there in the beginning.. both in my mind before it happened, and screamed out loud that first night or two...
And even now they are emerging weakly through a small hole in the "dignity-part" of my mind.. but i have to admit that they were quickly silenced by the feeling it woke inside me to be made to what i am now.. just by simply taking me, taking what they wanted from me.. they also took my mind.. filled it, made it so narrowminded and so focused on this that i more or less forgot everything else... I know i'm cheap, a terrible mother and wife('eks on both) and pathetic as a woman, but man am i having a blast being used like this!.. sorry, thats just the way it is..


It sounds like you need this. Whatever you did that you want to punish yourself for should be let go in time. Right now it sounds like you need to take a journey outside yourself. There is no such thing as cheap. You have the right to happiness, in whatever form you seek. And the last thing you should do is apologize.


VovimBaghie2030 55M  
261 posts
5/5/2018 2:05 pm

    Quoting  :

Norwegian females are some combination of cunt-bitch-asshole-scumbag-lowlife and I don't dirty my self by getting involved with vermin.


VovimBaghie2030 55M  
261 posts
5/5/2018 4:06 pm

    Quoting  :

Yup, you are just another subhuman Norwegian cunt, and a gutless, cowardly piece of shit, as well.


VovimBaghie2030 55M  
261 posts
5/5/2018 4:26 pm

    Quoting  :

Fucking scumbag.


VovimBaghie2030 55M  
261 posts
5/5/2018 4:44 pm

    Quoting  :

Oh my, such a clever and witty response.


DomForSlaves223 33M
41 posts
5/14/2018 2:43 pm

I love my own personal fuck meat


nymph_74 49F
14 posts
5/22/2018 3:13 am

I feel that if you like it and you have fun then everything is alright. I hope you entered with your consent



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