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Control and Denial Control and Denial “When you feel weak, know that I am here to make you strong.” This is what he said to me after taking me to the edge again and again. Quivering with need, hips arching into the air. Pushing me further each time. Doing that thing with his fingers. You know the thing. Oh my god. And I wanted so badly to be good. I repeated things to myself—reminders of my place. My only pleasure is his pleasure. My body will not cum because he has not told it to. I am just a hole. And when that didn’t work, I repeated them out loud. I tried so many things. But then I just started shaking my head. “I can’t…” He pulled his hand from between my thighs and turned my face toward his. “Yes you can, girl. I believe in you. You can do this. And when you feel weak, know that I am here to make you strong.” “It’s so hard, Sir…” “I know it is. And I am so proud of you.” I nodded my head softly, my forehead against his. The frenzy inside me began to calm. And then, I knew I could take whatever he chose for me. I knew my body would obey him. And I knew he would help me if it was too much. It’s funny. Once I made that switch, I no longer wanted to cum; I just wanted to obey. I accepted his actions completely. I felt what he wanted me to feel, and I thanked him every time he stopped. My body was no longer a separate entity with a will of its own, but more like one of his limbs. Inseparable from him, existing only to serve his will. The truth is, I needed ownership more than orgasms. Maybe I always do. And he understands this intuitively. His ownership is my lifeblood, and with each edge, I feel it flowing through me. Breathing life into me. The experience reminded me that he doesn’t push me so I will fail. This is not a game for us. Rather, he pushes me so I can flourish in my role—so we can grow together as Master and slave. His control gives me strength. It makes me the best version of myself. All I have to do is obey. cherished-property~ "Men need to hunt. She obviously understands this. She’s offering herself as prey. Not easy prey. But willing.” |
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it puts such a wonderful perspective on things.....thank you
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lovely and amazing... "Men need to hunt. She obviously understands this. She’s offering herself as prey. Not easy prey. But willing.”
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